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Journal Entry: Mon Jul 6, 2009, 12:13 PM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: Radiohead
  • Reading: Angela's Ashes
I seem to have forgotten what trust is. I doubt almost everything at this point, and I'm driving myself crazy. I am completely pissed about things way in the past, there's nothing I can do, but I can't just let it go either. 
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH ME. 
I've made so many mistakes in the past few days, and of course it's all been bugging me. I can never ever just forget about things and let them be in the past, I always think about the things I want to forget....
I've decided to stay offline for a week or so. No dA, no email, no chatting. I'll also have my phone off the entire time. Don't try to contact me; it will just make me mad which is not good, because you all know how I can hold grudges. Don't try to get to me through anyone I know, either. That could also possibly make me mad. If you need to talk to me, too bad. Maybe if you leave me a voicemail I'll get it.

I'm so sorry, I'm just in mega bitch mode right now. Things haven't been going too well lately and I wish I could enlighten you all, but I can. I just fucking can't. I don't know why I'm getting mad, but I am. I guess I need to vent. 


But I can't. I will never be able too, and I can't get used to the fact that no one can know.... I'm barely even honest to myself now. 


July 15, 2008, 2:41pm, he called me. That will be exactly one year nine days from now. So much has changed since then, too much. I wish I could go back.... Take it all away. I would be such a different person. A better person maybe? I wish I could know, I really wish I could know what I would have been like. I wish it almost more than anything.... The thing is, I don't regret any choices I've made. Whatever...

What the hell.  

Maybe at the end of this I'll change my phone number. That would be interesting.

Am I making any sense at all?

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i like ice cream
i can juggle almost anything
i am a klutz
uhhhh.... i lose my train of thought quite often
i enjoy being at the beach, but i also like snow and rain.
i really enjoy taking pictures of people. it's fun

and i also like ...... i forgot what i was going to say. so just never mind. oh yeah, i like making new friends from all around the world, even though i am extremely shy in person.

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~SilentKittyEater:iconSilentKittyEater:
Hi! Wow, shout is weird.
Sun Jun 28, 2009, 6:10 PM
*shadowedpixie:iconshadowedpixie:
I THINK SOMEONE'S SPASTIC.
Sat May 16, 2009, 11:00 AM
~Gendrome:iconGendrome:
THIS IS A SHOUT!
Fri May 15, 2009, 10:36 PM
*shadowedpixie:iconshadowedpixie:
what?
Sun May 3, 2009, 6:17 PM
~spy-fly:iconspy-fly:
wow
Sat May 2, 2009, 7:07 PM
*shadowedpixie:iconshadowedpixie:
SHOUTS HAVE NO POINT. I THINK.
Sat May 2, 2009, 6:47 PM
~koneko-neko:iconkoneko-neko:
WHAT IS A SHOUT??? what is the point?
Sat May 2, 2009, 6:45 PM
*shadowedpixie:iconshadowedpixie:
THERE'S NO NEED TO ACTUALLY SHOUT IN A SHOUT BUT WHATEVER
Sat May 2, 2009, 12:57 AM
~Gendrome:iconGendrome:
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
Tue Apr 21, 2009, 3:17 AM
~Gendrome:iconGendrome:
IM SHOUTING!
Tue Apr 21, 2009, 3:16 AM

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But I love the heat

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ahh so where you coming from? Cali? and i hate the heat...cant stand it and never have been able to. Ive lived in Phoenix the majority of my 27 years and honestly id rather be somewhere else
Yeah I'm in Cali. I have always loved the heat though, and everyone I know thinks I'm crazy because I hate the sun so I'm always wearing sweatshirts and jeans...

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lol i wear jeans all the time but eh. Id rather be in the northwest...like oregon or washington but i know its not going to happen anytime soon.. I miss the ocean up there so much though
I agree, the ocean is nice, but I still prefer heat.

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